January 2011
78 posts
Neverr felt like this beforee.
-feeling so empty
-Knowing something so special is so distant
-I want it to go back to normal
Just want to forget about this. im sorry
Well the closest people to YOU have managed to help me more then YOU have.
(the thing is there not even close to me but they seem to care a lot more)
Oh and do youu even realise some of the things youu say kill me. Obviously not because youu carry on.
Thanks. I really feel cared for.
whyy do i feel like you dont care anymore
now youu got what you want
you dont just dont seem to care
but thats fine
because im still here. watching the days goes past. standing by youu.
even though youu dont seem to realise
that the things youu say kill me inside
that your actions rip me apart
but i will always love you
Sitting there thinking how are youu going to get through
(when youu dont no whats wrong)
Sitting there thinking youu have to get through it
(even when it kills youu)
Youu say I take his side ? Yeah I do. I wounder why.
He mayy have cheated on us all but I will always stand by him. Your pushing me awayy and youu dont even realise. Then youu wounder why I stick up for him. If youu dont like it then whyy dont you just leave ?
Im fed up with the arguments. Youu brought me up in a world of arguments, screaming, shouting and not trusting him. How has...
Eaten so much these past couple of days;
-i feel so sick.
-i feel so fat.
Let myself down!
